More and more I’m finding that, if we are able to connect to our truer, more fuller self – to that part of us that is pure positive energy, to that part of us that believes in hope, in life, in joy, in the essence of eternal life that we let go of all the ‘things’ that seem to burden us and drag us down.
If you were to float above the Earth and look down at the planet, which of those ‘things’ matter from this vantage point? If you were eternal in that space…
…do you have enough money?
…do you need to eat?
…do you need to go to work?
…do you need a partner?
…do you need to aspire towards something?
From that space, a space of eternal BEingness, a space of acceptance and ‘IS’ness nothing matters other than the emotion you have. When all responsibilities fall away, everything that serves only to burden you, that only serves to make things more difficult dissolves and you start to flow unrestricted in the universal river of compassionate life.
All thoughts, beliefs and emotions are like soap bubbles. It’s infinitely simple to just reach out and pop them, yet we are the ones who put weight and carry them moment after moment. And it’s not that you are a victim, that you are weak or a martyr. Some choices were made before you became incarnate, some where instilled upon you as a young child who did not know any better, some where learned and experienced when you stepped out into the sharp glare of the ‘real’ world.
We forget so quickly and simply. We forget who we are, we forget what we are capable of, we forget our names – our true names as BEings that do not adhere to the rules of space and time. Hovering in the silence of space, wrapped in the black arms of eternity – there is nothing more than that.
How far does the vastness goes?
We are taught that everything has a limit to it – so what is the highest level of spirituality?
What is the highest level of consciousness and awareness?
Climbing the ladders of perception and understanding – once again we are engrained in systems and regulations, in constructs that seek to impose upon us the reasoning of logical thinking.
What is logical about believing in something that possibly doesn’t exist?
What is logical in the futile attempt to grasp the immenseness of life held in the cradle of all existence, of all creation, of all tangible and incorporeal transcendence to human life – as we know it today?
How will you, as the conscious being reading this, ever be able to ascertain such levels of existence – such levels of bliss and euphoric surrender that you relinquish all claims on human life and merely begin to BE.
The state of BEing however, is the state of acceptance.
Acceptance of all situations, events, emotions, feelings and thoughts with non-attachment to anything.
Acceptance of joy, of simple pleasures that permeates throughout your entire experience on all levels: Spiritual/Physical/Emotional/Mental/Etheric
Acceptance of everlasting expansion, of eternal life, of the unity and undiluted truth to the sovereignity to what ‘THIS’ is.
Here, right now in this very exact moment all of creation is held.
From the very beginning of conceivable time to the very end of the comprehensionable. Every experience of every single moment in all of reality is happening as this very exact moment that you are reading these letters and words being displayed upon your screen. All of life, existence, consciousness is irrefutably apart of you. It has always been. Grappling at the cohesiveness of all of this, what lies beyond? What is past the state of absolute dissolvement into the nothingness yet allness of eternal sentient BEingness?
Dancing is and forever will be my greatest pleasure in life. I loose myself in the music, I find the silent moments between the beats of the rhythm and make my home there. From that space, I flow, I BEcome. Everything that I ever thought, came to BElieve and felt is shattered and all that remains is me – in my purest form. In a shape and mould that adheres to nothing, that merely exists for the sake of BEing. The joy, the bliss, the ecstasy that reverberates thought my entire BEing is all that matters.
Right here, right now is all you will ever have. Realize however that right here, right now is the entire space of creation. It is all that will ever exist. There will never be anything greater than that, for it is absolute.
Life can change in an instant. For like soapbubbles, it can merely be popped and be gone forever.
Every moment, every breath, every heartbeat, ever laugh, every tear, every sigh, everything that will ever BE is a opportunity for you to become infinite. For you to expand and rejoice to the existence of existing. Clamour to all that is, for in reality you are all that is. We are eternal, we are forever, we are so much more than just here and now.
Yet, RIGHT HERE and RIGHT NOW is much more than what you have ever come to perceive. Now is all, and here is relative.
BE nothing less than BE.
What is unique to me is disillusioned to you…
What I sing is chaotic to you…
What I feel is thought for you…
What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly.
Normality, conformity, expectation of socioparody
We are nothing but mere shimmers of our truest, fullest, most utmost potential.
Constructs, limitations, bound and chained to the preconceptionalized notions of a reality that is built upon the untruth of our equality.
As I stand at the edge of reason, tethering off the precipice of understanding, the human mind stretches at the bane of illusion. What we have come to know, to believe, to experience is so far fetched from that which is so unequivocally beautiful inside each and every single one of us.
Harken the siren’s call for clarity, that which is RIGHT NOW reverberating through the socio-consciousness. Altering, shattering, awakening, urging, beckoning, rediscovering.
In the most simplest form. For all paths lead to the absolution in nothingness, yet nothingness is the container for all that is. And omnipresent beingness, awareness, isness.
This is the moment in which I decide, the moment in which I draw a line in the sand. I tell the story of my life the way I want it to be. Living in a multi-expressive universe, all is possible. Removal of the imposing constructs leads to freedom untarnished. Today, at this very exact moment change direction, not telling the reality of my life as I see it.
The reality of my life as I feel it, all infused and imbued with joy and happiness. YES!
Feel the thunder of my soul and clamor with me, for this moment is bequeathed to us in service of jubilee.
“Who am I?
Who is this person looking back at me in the mirror?”
Unequivocally that may be the biggest question in life. We may spend our entire life trying to understand and ascertain some grasp on that. What I have come to realize is that one need only look at the world around you to know who you truly are.
The world we live in is neutral, benign by nature. It is an environment, a platform from which we are able to express ourselves.
Two people may be standing on a deserted, unknown beach somewhere. Naked, with no possessions; watching the most beautiful sunset. One manically depressive and the other overcome by joy and awe.
In this example the physical manifestation is exactly the same for both. The sunset in all its incredible beauty is neutral. It is the window, the perception through which we experience the world that moves us.
It is once we expand our awareness and become conscious of exactly who we are aware that we start to know ourselves.
Reread that last sentence again, confusing as it may sound.
Each of us sees the world in a color palette defined by who we are inside. That which is defined by our upbringing, culture, experiences, emotions, thoughts ect. Not even to mention past lifetimes, karma and contracts. Combine all of this and you are presented with a spectrum of ‘colors’ unique to you and your experience.
These are the colors you see and experience in the world, with which you paint your existence. Each of them unique to you.
We all carry our own palette , seeing the world in colors purely pertaining to us. What I see may most certainly now be the same as you. Even then: Do you see, feel or think? Each unique in its own right.
Almost all of us see in colors that do not necessarily exist for others. Therefor, when we can become conscious of the colors in our field, and the infinitesimal others available in an unending array do we become more conscious of who WE are.
From this point we may want to add colors to our palette – expanding the spectrum of colors available to us. Through the realization comes the acquisition of self, understanding of others and the complexity inherent to being ‘human’.
Comparing your colors to others leads to a deeper understanding of self. The contrast highlights the difference in color palettes, consequently emotions/thoughts/feelings/experiences and even then, there is still no true comparison. Each color is infused with all of the aforementioned, so even if they look and feel similar, they are not.
Through this awareness, we grow. Our perception (colors) expands. We become more conscious of the colors in the existence we find ourselves in. The world, in its neutral state has not change.
The vibrancy we perceive has merely been enhanced with exponentially perceptive realizations. This in turn producing higher states of consciousness, awareness, perception and most importantly – bliss if so we chose. You can acknowledge and perceive the perception that others have on life, thus allowing for greater compassion to others.
That water you are allowing to spill down the drain is liquid gold to others living in the desert. Perspective of perception.
From this point, we can love anyone and anything. You are conscious that if an external manifestation is resulting in heavy emotional vibrational energy that there is an internal friction.
To be conscious of the perfection in the destruction, chaos and mayhem. Recently I was driving through very polluted rural villages in Bali. Even though my eyes could see the ‘darkness’, my heart felt the love, light and perfection infused in all.
The color of compassion and wisdom is ingrained enough to my perception that I could feel and perceive past the external. Everything is always in its highest state of perfection, no matter what.
Take a moment – become conscious of the contrast in your experience to others. Allow your perception to evolve and grow – all the while you deepen in the truth of who you are. Perfection.
How often do we say “We cannot do that BECAUSE it is too expensive” or “We cannot go there BECAUSE there is not enough time” or ” We cannot live there BECAUSE the people are not friendly”? These are all obstacles, restrictions and conditions that we create ourselves altering our perceived world. We construct our own cages and fashion our own sentences drastically decreasing what is available to us.
Many of us believe that we live in a world of infinite possibilities – where we are solely limited by the scope of our minds and our imaginations. What we can feel is endless – a vast ocean that has no bottom, no restrictions or conditions. Everything that we may have ever wanted is well within our reach, yet we have encaged ourselves in beliefs that do not serve us. Do not and cannot have become the order of the day as we have taken on what others: society: the world is telling us. I may be a trailblazer yet it takes someone like me to venture forth to where others have not, in so doing opening up a new path for others to follow in…
“Oh, I did not know one was able to go there and do that… “
“Well, you never allowed yourself to dream, to believe strongly enough in that dream so that your sheer conviction of self and integrity of desire carried you forward”
It is merely our perspective of the world (the world which is neutral and indifferent) that adjusts how we see and experience life. That perspective is founded and nourished by our beliefs!
You control the belief, you control the people.
I always use the example that two people could be standing naked on an unknown beach somewhere watching the most beautiful sunset. One absolutely overcome by the breathtaking beauty and the other depressive and crying. Physically they are the same. They have nothing, they do not know where they are yet it is the internal composition, the perspective through which they look at the world, at life that alters how they feel. The internal world plays a much greater role than the physical manifestation for the latter is compromised of the former.
Simply shift your perspective on a situation and see how it may evolve and transform. If we know that anything is possible why then do we allow ourselves to be conditioned and bound by parameters that do nothing to serve us? If you could be anything, or anyone, be anywhere feeling absolutely joyous– why not?
“Only people with lots of money and time can travel…”
“I cannot work there; my skills are not good enough”
We are entitled to happiness – it is our God given right to enjoy and be abundant in the current scenario, the play and ever dream that we find ourselves in!
Do you think any of this is real? Do the stars still shine during the day?
Have you ever been outside in nature, far away from light pollution and looked up at the clear night sky? You saw and felt might of the Milky Way pushing down on you. An infinite expanse stretching up and beyond. That same energy is beating down upon you right now, be it night or day, inside or out.
This is the ultimate example of the veil of illusion – the stars are always there, their energy constantly, permanently, unconditionally and unwaveringly being channeled towards US. It merely takes an expanded state of awareness, a heightened sense of consciousness to come to that realization. If that can be incorporated into your perception – why not that EVERYTHING and ANYTHING is possible aswell?
Wherever I go, I will see and feel only that which my perspective filters and allows in, that which my mind has conditioned me to acknowledge. The scope of what may be available immense – it is I who limit what is to my disposal.
I can because infinite is possible
I will because I am willing to believe
I am because I feel all that is beautiful
I am, simply because I am
The Spark of your Soul – the ember of Creation is well and alive in you. You feel it burning inside of you – lending you vitality and nourishing your soul. Harness the courage and conviction it has to offer you, donned with the belief and integral understanding of infinite possibilities – you venture forth into the ever expansive, intrinsically simplicity of all that is and could ever be.
My perspective is expansion and unconditional, bound and fused in love and beauty. I am humbled by what I feel, and I allow my soul the full expression of the Divinity that I am. Anything is possible – so why deny myself the feelings that seek me out in the deepest recesses of my core being. I love this life, in many lives, allowing the beauty of my soul to flow freely in the expression of who I am – a true Divine being and Spark of Creation.
Believe that everything is possible, really believe in it. When you find yourself being challenged take a moment and reassess your perspective – the way you are thinking and feeling about said situation.
Does it make you feel happy?
What are the limitations that are immediately apparent to you?
You are the Universe expressing itself as a human being – with that knowledge do you really believe you cannot alter the situation? Again, the work comes from within, how you perceive it and feel about it drastically alters the benign and neutral dream world we humans wander in. Everything and anything can be changed, we need merely change our feeling and allow our soul to do the rest.
If we can do that, we realign with Divine flow and things start to move, freakishly things are lining up and pathways and doorways are created allowing us to reach that which we believe in so strongly.
Control the belief and you control the people – society has caught onto this ergo we have such powerful religions.
Go where you wish and be who you feel you are meant to be. The Source within you is guiding you, follow its call and be humbled by the dazzling array of who you truly are.
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Many of you may have been experiencing the severe energies we’re in currently – all asking us to change, to let go of the past and to move forward. Lighter and more free. The more we resist this and cling to the past the more we struggle. Grow from within, learn how strong and valuable you are as a Divine being.
Once you have calmed the storm inside you may stand in the centre of the maelstrom and always be calm and in peace. Find who you are, removed from everything and everyone. From that point you grow your infinite beauty and bliss, never to be harmed by outside influences again.
Change is inevitable, as the only constant in life, it is always there. At times, it’s not the easiest thing to embrace and if left for too long one may be forced into the situation via crisis – forcing your hand and having you take the plunge…
Yet there is always a choice. On the path of destiny there is the choice of freewill – if destiny however demands a change, the repercussions of not adhering to that, in which ever way or form the change is asked of you, will only be to your own detriment.
It is within these moments of life that the true glimmers of hope, love and light become the brightest as they are your beacons, the embers glowing fiercely in the dark. It is thus insurmountable for you to believe in staying where you are is the best recourse. Hope, however intangible it may be – is our ally, our friend.
Embrace the change, embrace the moment – let it flow through you, altering, clearing and releasing all that there is to be purged, transmuted and transformed. The cascading effect being that new life vitality can flow through you anew, unrestrained and unblocked by that which was hindering the flow – what was being asked of you to be released, to be changed.
As you step onto the new path, looking towards the horizon and the glow of a rising sun, you understand and know that the change was required and that this is now your new path to walk, the path of destiny, the path of your life and your light. Embracing the being that you are, allowing to be, to love and to live a life – that is a gift endowed to you.
“Life is a series of moments, all leading to an end. Yet is it the choices we make within those moments that leads us to the truth of what is ‘an end’. And our belief – that which colors and shapes moments – is what propels us towards that state of being, of knowing: infinitely, intrinsically, limitlessly”
For me personally, I know I am connected to Source when I dance. Not always physically, instead inside of me there is an etheric being that is made of pure liquid light. One who sways and moves, transforms and transmutes to the beat of vibrational energy. When that being inside of me is moving, dancing, flowing free and unrestrained then I know I am connected to Source.
Recently however, that has not been the case. Saturn came fast and furious, bringing me down to my knees. Close friendships dissolved, many possessions were lost or broke, I fell ill, I was even refused entry into a country (spending 3 days in a holding cell before being returned to my port of departure). Everything I thought I knew, thought I had, thought I understood – all wiped off the table.
I remember on my second day in containment, thinking – “What is the most important thing to me in life?” My luggage somewhere, my passport somewhere else with no means of contacting anyone. I really had “nothing” to hold onto. At that stage I came up with five things that were of value to me. Now, three months later all but one remains on my list which I find difficult to articulate. It is a feeling so deep and so profound that it is only something that can be felt and experienced for oneself.
At the very centre of my being – at the seat of my soul – there liesZero Point Creation. Manifestation from the seat of your soul.
A space within you, that is removed from all feelings, emotions, thoughts and experiences other than true and pure Source – untarnished and unblemished by human life. When connected to this, one experiences a sense of ease and comfort unpresedented. Everything I ever desired, wanted, needed – all dissolved. Here I meet my true Divine self, my Avatar self, my Galactic self. All embodiments of my soul. I am always connected to Lady Gaia yet even here, without Her presence, I am still at peace.
This exists within all of us, a space where you are and nothing more. I fully believe that the world we see around us is merely a dream, a reflection of the realm that is within us. When you can connect to this inner realm, this space of absolute being and project that outwards – the reality you find yourself in has no recourse but to comply.
By no means would I have ever wished for the past year – the one that I dubbed “The year of hell and transformation”, yet I now understand the reasoning behind it. My soul drew in those experiences so that I may learn and that I may grow. I am extremely resilient and thus I require extra ordinary experiences to really make an impact on me – for others it may be different. Every moment of every day is perfect – when you accept that and live by that, what is there to upset and disturb you?
Happiness is a choice. The choice to either let it in or to focus on pushing away the experiences that you do not want (all of which is governed by your mind). No surprise that I found my space of Zero Point Creation close to my heart…
My story aside, the energies have been chaotic for many of those close to me. Friends refused entry into countries, many with health problems or issues within the family – we really are being asked to take a long hard look at our lives and heal what is hurting. This is by no means an easy process – again we have a choice.
The essence of your being will never attract what is greater than you -and- when you understand the state of Zero Point Creation, creating from the centre of your being, projecting your absolute purity, love, peace and joy out into the world; it gets reflected back to you.
“Because you are beautiful inside, everything you see is beautiful” – Japanese proverb.
Remember who you are, who you came here to be. Live from a space within you, dancing to the beat of your own drum, the rhythm of your soul – the vibration of your pure Self.
And sometimes, one can only focus on one dance move at a time. One motion, one moment. So live that moment, be that moment, saturate it with your love and happiness. Lose yourself in the song of who you are. Listen to the thunder in your soul and rejoice –
YOU ARE ALIVE!
You feel, you breathe, you love and you are more than this mere vessel of flesh and bone. Calm the tempest storm and live from the centre of your being, live from the centre of your soul – there where you may dance and be free – guided by the music of absolute simplicity and joy.
I am I was and I shall forever remain to be
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Unrestrained or blocked, flowing, in perfect synch and harmony with your path.
Somewhere along the line it would seem that I got lost, that things became more complex. Rules and regulations where formed within my perception of the spiritual world. How things are and how they should seem took prevalence over ‘just being’. It overrode the simplicity, the ease and surrender. Instead I became single-mindedly focused on my target – forgoing the simplicity of what was before.
Listening to a channelling that was done 3 years ago for me, when I took my first big step towards a true spiritual path, I am reminded of how simple things were before. Do not get me wrong, the teaching of Abraham, Bruce Lypton, Deepak Chopra and many others are profound and exactly what many of us need – yet when is enough just simply enough?
This kind of visualization with so many affirmations done three times a day. Carrying these kind of crystals with you and eating only this and this food. To NOT do this and NOT do that.
I personally find that so many parameters have been put into place that being Spiritual is becoming more a chore than anything else. For me it’s not a state of being anymore, a simple expression of self, of your own pure Divine will and sentient being. I always say, if you see a butterfly take a moment. Appreciate the beauty of it, see how it floats and glide through the air, effortlessly, in supreme beauty and magnificence. Forgetting about everything else, just being in that one moment. Embracing the life, the dream, the reality, the dimension you are found in and not being anywhere else.
I love Elementals, as many of you know – yet I am also very connected to my Galactic nature. Following the profound teachings of people like Abraham is all good and well yet it is your internal intuition that one must trust, believe in and follow. Your soul knows the way, the path that you are destined to walk. Do what YOU feel is right, what you believe is for you. The heart guides us home, to the place where we wish to be…
So thus I honor my Elemental and Galactic selfs, taking time each day to feel Lady Gaia – to honor Her and all the Elementals that live close to me. Not forgetting who I am, not ignoring what makes my heart feel free, allowing the love and light to flow freely from my being. Not held in check or balanced… I am in ‘just a state of being’.
Ultimately, we are all Divine. You are a Spiritual being having an experience. How that experience is depends solely upon you and your own choices. “There is the path of Destiny and freewill upon the path of destiny. Do you choose to go with the flow or to resist that which your soul has come here to learn and remember?”
Thus I invite you today to reconnect with your heart, the true centre of your soul – the seat of your Divine being. Hear the thunder in your soul, enveloped in beauty, in love and simple joy. What is your heart’s desire – where to are you directed? Wherever you go whole-heartedly, spirit supports us – for we are guided by our own true Divine will. We are led upon the path of destiny, however hard that may seem at the time. Place your trust in Spirit, in the Divine being (we all are) and allow yourself over, surrender to the flow of life – of the greatness that will come. Choose to believe in it – choose to believe in love, in light, in magic, in eternal joy… and so it is.
In many ways I had everything taken from me recently, everything I thought I knew, felt and understood ceased to be. In that state I had no choice but to surrender to myself, to my soul. To look again at the path that I am on. What I found is that things had become complicated, three years of teachings and messages laid down a foundation yet I seemed to have forgotten what was at my core — what my soul really wanted, this path I walk upon Earth.
What is at your core – what does your heart tell you? For some this life is to learn, to absorb from teachers and others. Some are here for service, to heal and support others.
Take with you upon your path what you feel is needed, what will support you in your endeavour – the mission of your soul. Try and not be burdened downed by this and that – allow your heart to sing and show you the way of your destiny, the path for you to dance upon.
Life is a beautiful thing, focus on that instead of the obstacles and blocks we feel are prevalent. Do not allow ‘spiritual rules and warnings’ to bar the way forward. When love is the focus, simplicity is not far away. The heart does not desire rules and regulations, stipulations and structure. Flow upon your path, held aloft by grace, love and eternal gratitude. With simplicity do I ease into my Divine being – a Conduit of Light and Love for all.
The air I breathe, the food I eat. What I see, what I feel, what I do, what I know, what I believe in:
All of that is spiritual, all of that is saturated with my believes, with that of what I feel and what I know. There is no separation between any of those.
Spirituality is not a gig from 09h00-17h00… no, it is a way of living. Every and all facets of my life reflects this. To realize that this is the eternal dream, a realm in which I am allowed to grow, to experience and become more.hat this is the eternal dream, a realm in which I am allowed to grow, to experience and become more.
I may feel emotions, allowing them course through my veins.
I may dream, to not be confined by parameters and limits – instead allow my energy to roam freely
I may experience joy, unrestrained and conditioned. Allow happiness to saturate every part of what is my existence.
I may, can, am allowed to do and feel and see and experience all of these – because I choose the life of spirituality. I choose the life of knowing that there is so much more to this life, this realm, this existence.
Every morning as I wake, I ground myself, returning to my body from nightly travels. I look out the window and see the sun rising, the dawn painted in an array of breathtaking colors welcoming me into the embrace of my life. I give thanks to the beings of Light that are around me, that protect me and guide me upon my Earthly path.
I breathe in the air, fragrances and energies that my friend the wind has carried to me from faraway places.
With my feet firmly planted on the ground, I breathe in the Earth – the energy of my Mother, Her Ladyship Lady Gaia. I feel the energy rise up my legs, anchoring me. At the same time I open up my mind, my crown to the Universal energy, feeling God Consciousness flood into me from above. My Pillar of Light, my Conduit of Divine Truth and Perfection. Fusing the energy of Mother Gaia and Divine Knowledge in my heart – I seal it with love and untarnished joy. In that moment, I feel everything for I am everything. It flows through me, out of me and towards me.
An immense pillar of Light has formed, holograms and glyphs, symbols and patterns float around me in golden light. The Light of Purity, of Divine Consciousness Unity and Love permeates every part of my physical being, emotional being, spiritual being and mental being. I am notalone.
Raising the vibration, fusing my energy with that of Mother/Father/God on a conscious level – there is nothing but love.
We are all Conduits of Light, of Love, of Pure Consciousness. With every step we take we ground that, with every interaction we solidify it. Take a moment and really breathe in the world around you – see the dream for what it is. Feel your energy intermingle with the energy of the realm around you. The people, the buildings, nature… life. In essence, this is a part of you aswell – all that you see is the reflection of what is inside of you. So, when we choose happiness, bliss – then our world reflects that. Why live in anything other than that then?
Some people may trigger us – what is the reflection inside of us that wishes to be seen? Find that piece inside of yourself, acknowledge it and know it.
Obstacles are there to guide us, not to hinder us. For how can we overcome obstacles when the obstacle is a part of us? Do you try to overcome yourself, fight and resist yourself in that instance?
Or do you flow with it, over/around/under/through it?
The choice is yours – I prefer to go with the one that embodies joy and love.
Every moment of every day – I set the intention to remain spiritual. I am privileged enough not to work in the corporate world anymore and that every day for me is helping others upon their spiritual path – for others the journey continues within the busy world. Take your spirituality with you – do not leave it at home. We all live spiritual lives, whether it be in a suit and tie busy with big corporate deals or teaching small children – we are spiritual beings. Make your life a testament to that – it flows from you always.
People need not ask if you are happy, for they see it in your eyes, in your smile, in the way that you walk.
People need not ask if you are loved, for they know it, they feel it and they see it.
Every step in gratitude, every breathe with love, every heartbeat with unity – I AM a Conduit of Light.
Take time during the day and actually feel/see/hear/believe/know your Pillar. See the Golden Light flood down towards you, up to you, through you and from you. Feel your connection, be the connection. You truly are never separated from Source.
When all is doused with love, saturated with joy and flooded with understanding – then we are as one.
Live, be in joy, in love – flow and surrender to who you truly are – a beacon, a conduit, a pillar of all.
Open your heart, stop trying to keep it closed. Open it up to the world that is around you, the existence, the realm and dimension you find yourself within. Open your heart and embrace all that there is, removed of fear, doubt and pain. There is nothing more than this moment, this feeling and emotion.
I surrender to that feeling in my heart, allowing it to cascade and fall throughout my entire being. My reality, my dream, the reflection will change in tandem with that, painted by the beats of my heart in colors that never existed before now.
I must say the past few months have been some of the most intense of my life (this time round). Layer after layer has been peeled and removed from the proverbial onion – making one wonder when, if ever, you will reach that state of absolute serenity and simple bliss.
With each removal of a layer however, I have found my life becoming more ‘barren’. The things I once thought were important seemed to have faded, losing their appeal and effortlessly drifting away from me. Only later did I come to realize this, now surrounded by empty objects and events – I shifted out of an old layer of what used to be… me… Standing fresh and anew, in another world, one that I am not accustomed to.
The colors are different and new
The sky is higher up with more space to grow
The soil between my toes is electric with opportunities and new adventures
Yet there I stand, unsure. Whatever I thought I knew, felt, loved, understood – has been removed. Refurbished and given to me anew in different forms. What does it all mean? Green no longer is green and blues are no longer blues. The world I find myself in is beyond what I am familiar with. So one musters strength, the spirit of adventure deeply rooted in my heart and I ventured forth to explore these new lands – the new life that is infront of me.
This, has been happening to almost everybody I know. On different levels, but yet is has been. Some dear friends have fallen ill, others facing massive setbacks either in the physical or emotional world. Each and every single one of us are being challenge – to tear away the old layers, to go to the core of who we are. Truthfully, we are now being asked to strip away what wasn’t working before so we are left with what is THE most important thing(s) in our life.
Even the simple things I used to adore now bore me, I look at it with distaste and wonder how I ever enjoyed it. In a matter of weeks this shift happened! I see the world in colors now which I never knew existed, others have faded, obscured by the new, vibrant colors that beckon to me to explore this land further.
Right now, in this moment – we are growing. Just for a moment, visualize the speed at which the planet is currently spinning, the solar system, the galaxy, the universe. The speed is immense – you are not standing still are you….
Discover who you are – do not just accept the life that you are living. Did you choose that life, or was it laid out for you? Feel with your heart, your emotions! Let them flow into everything you do. Feel your life, let if be submerged in emotions of love, joy, sadness and sorrow. With all of those we grow and the end result is always love in the end – all the roads lead there – it is merely the choices we make that may deter us and keep us longer elsewhere.