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Perceptions of colors: Who am I?

“Who am I?
Who is this person looking back at me in the mirror?”

Unequivocally that may be the biggest question in life.  We may spend our entire life trying to understand and ascertain some grasp on that.   What I have come to realize is that one need only look at the world around you to know who you truly are.

The world we live in is neutral,  benign by nature.  It is an environment, a platform from which  we are able to express ourselves.
Two people may be standing on a deserted, unknown beach somewhere. Naked, with no possessions; watching the most beautiful sunset.  One manically depressive and the other overcome by joy and awe.

In this example the physical manifestation is exactly the same for both. The sunset in all its incredible beauty is neutral.  It is the window, the perception through which we experience the world that moves us.

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It is once we expand our awareness and become conscious of exactly who we are aware that we start to know ourselves.
Reread that last sentence again, confusing as it may sound.

Each of us sees the world in a color palette defined by who we are inside.  That which is defined by our upbringing, culture, experiences, emotions, thoughts ect.  Not even to mention past lifetimes, karma and contracts.  Combine all of this and you are presented with a spectrum of ‘colors’ unique to you and your experience.

These are the colors you see and experience in the world, with which you paint your existence.  Each of them unique to you.
We all carry our own palette , seeing the world in colors purely pertaining to us.  What I see may most certainly now be the same as you.  Even then: Do you see, feel or think? Each unique in its own right.

Almost all of us see in colors that do not necessarily exist for others.  Therefor, when we can become conscious of the colors in our field, and the infinitesimal others available in an unending array do we become more conscious of who WE are.

feel the rain

From this point we may want to add colors to our palette – expanding the spectrum of colors available to us.  Through the realization comes the acquisition of self, understanding of others and the complexity inherent to being ‘human’.
Comparing your colors to others leads to a deeper understanding of self.  The contrast highlights the difference in color palettes, consequently emotions/thoughts/feelings/experiences and even then, there is still no true comparison. Each color is infused with all of the aforementioned, so even if they look and feel similar, they are not.

Through this awareness, we grow.  Our perception (colors) expands.  We become more conscious of the colors in the existence we find ourselves in.  The world, in its neutral state has not change.

We did!

The vibrancy we perceive has merely been enhanced with exponentially perceptive realizations. This in turn producing higher states of consciousness, awareness, perception and most importantly – bliss if so we chose.  You can acknowledge and perceive the perception that others have on life, thus allowing for greater compassion to others.
That water you are allowing to spill down the drain is liquid gold to others living in the desert.  Perspective of perception.

From this point, we can love anyone and anything.  You are conscious that if an external manifestation is resulting in heavy emotional vibrational energy that there is an internal friction.

To be conscious of the perfection in the destruction, chaos and mayhem.  Recently I was driving through very polluted rural villages in Bali.  Even though my eyes could see the ‘darkness’, my heart felt the love, light and perfection infused in all.

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The color of compassion and wisdom is ingrained enough to my perception that I could feel and perceive past the external.  Everything is always in its highest state of perfection, no matter what.

Take a moment – become conscious of the contrast in your experience to others.  Allow your perception to evolve and grow – all the while you deepen in the truth of who you are.  Perfection.

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a Beacon, a Pillar, a Conduit

This life, is a spiritual life.

The air I breathe, the food I eat.  What I see, what I feel, what I do, what I know, what I believe in:
All of that is spiritual, all of that is saturated with my believes, with that of what I feel and what I know.  There is no separation between any of those.
Spirituality is not a gig from 09h00-17h00… no, it is a way of living.  Every and all facets of my life reflects this.  To realize that this is the eternal dream, a realm in which I am allowed to grow, to experience and become more.hat this is the eternal dream, a realm in which I am allowed to grow, to experience and become more.

I may feel emotions, allowing them course through my veins.
I may dream, to not be confined by parameters and limits – instead allow my energy to roam freely
I may experience joy, unrestrained and conditioned.  Allow happiness to saturate every part of what is my existence.
I may, can, am allowed to do and feel and see and experience all of these – because I choose the life of spirituality.  I choose the life of knowing that there is so much more to this life, this realm, this existence.

Every morning as I wake, I ground myself, returning to my body from nightly travels.  I look out the window and see the sun rising, the dawn painted in an array of breathtaking colors welcoming me into the embrace of my life.  I give thanks to the beings of Light that are around me, that protect me and guide me upon my Earthly path.
I breathe in the air, fragrances and energies that my friend the wind has carried to me from faraway places.

With my feet firmly planted on the ground, I breathe in the Earth – the energy of my Mother, Her Ladyship Lady Gaia.  I feel the energy rise up my legs, anchoring me.  At the same time I open up my mind, my crown to the Universal energy, feeling God Consciousness flood into me from above.  My Pillar of Light, my Conduit of Divine Truth and Perfection.  Fusing the energy of Mother Gaia and Divine Knowledge in my heart – I seal it with love and untarnished joy.  In that moment, I feel everything for I am everything.  It flows through me, out of me and towards me.

Divine Consciousness flows through me, from me, to me.
Divine Consciousness flows through me, from me, to me.

An immense pillar of Light has formed, holograms and glyphs, symbols and patterns float around me in golden light. The Light of Purity, of Divine Consciousness Unity and Love permeates every part of my physical being, emotional being, spiritual being and mental being.  I am not alone.

Raising the vibration, fusing my energy with that of Mother/Father/God on a conscious level – there is nothing but love.

We are all Conduits of Light, of Love, of Pure Consciousness.  With every step we take we ground that, with every interaction we solidify it.  Take a moment and really breathe in the world around you – see the dream for what it is.  Feel your energy intermingle with the energy of the realm around you.  The people, the buildings, nature… life.  In essence, this is a part of you aswell – all that you see is the reflection of what is inside of you.  So, when we choose happiness, bliss – then our world reflects that.  Why live in anything other than that then?

Some people may trigger us – what is the reflection inside of us that wishes to be seen?  Find that piece inside of yourself, acknowledge it and know it.

let yourself become living poetry

Obstacles are there to guide us, not to hinder us.  For how can we overcome obstacles when the obstacle is a part of us?  Do you try to overcome yourself, fight and resist yourself in that instance?
Or do you flow with it, over/around/under/through it?
The choice is yours – I prefer to go with the one that embodies joy and love.

Every moment of every day – I set the intention to remain spiritual.  I am privileged enough not to work in the corporate world anymore and that every day for me is helping others upon their spiritual path – for others the journey continues within the busy world.  Take your spirituality with you – do not leave it at home.  We all live spiritual lives, whether it be in a suit and tie busy with big corporate deals or teaching small children – we are spiritual beings.  Make your life a testament to that – it flows from you always.

People need not ask if you are happy, for they see it in your eyes, in your smile, in the way that you walk.
People need not ask if you are loved, for they know it, they feel it and they see it.
Every step in gratitude, every breathe with love, every heartbeat with unity – I AM a Conduit of Light.

Take time during the day and actually feel/see/hear/believe/know your Pillar.  See the Golden Light flood down towards you, up to you, through you and from you.  Feel your connection, be the connection.  You truly are never separated from Source.

Living the Spiritual Dream
You are a Spiritual Being, living THE dream.

When all is doused with love, saturated with joy and flooded with understanding – then we are as one.
Live, be in joy, in love – flow and surrender to who you truly are – a beacon, a conduit, a pillar of all.

Open your heart, stop trying to keep it closed.  Open it up to the world that is around you, the existence, the realm and dimension you find yourself within.  Open your heart and embrace all that there is, removed of fear, doubt and pain.  There is nothing more than this moment, this feeling and emotion.

I surrender to that feeling in my heart, allowing it to cascade and fall throughout my entire being.  My reality, my dream, the reflection will change in tandem with that, painted by the beats of my heart in colors that never existed before now.

The moment in which it all starts

This is where it all starts, no matter what has happened before, this is where you seize control – you decide what is going to happen next and you make that your reality.

Inside each and every single one of us lies the seat of God, the spark of Divinity and the universe.
Inside each and every single one of us lies the seat of God, the spark of Divinity and the universe.

We have all the keys to all the doors, we have always had them – we just have not realized it nor did we know how to use them.  Now, in this exact moment of time and space – I ask you to claim your Divinity, your true full power and potential.  To release yourself from the chains that have been strapped to you by others and yourself.  Be free, let go and surrender to your own greatness.

Never once was it said that our lives have to be difficult, that we have to struggle and experience pain.  We manifest the reality of our experiences, and thus, when we project absolute purity, clear direction and bring Divinity back into our lives – will we surrender to the absolute flow of the universe.

Things happen in life which we may not understand or have control over – people might die, things could be lost or broken, we may experience pain or heartbreak.

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Find the perfection in each and every one of these moments – as life is perfect, absolutely and wholly.  It may be hard to accept but see that everything happens with a purpose and it is when we resist these experiences or emotions that we are hurt in the process.

I constantly say to my clients: “Live with your heart wide open.  The heart is the strongest muscle in the body, even after our mind has died will the heart continue to beat.  Embrace every experience, every feeling and emotion. The heart will not draw in an experience greater than what it can handle, so let the sadness, the pain, the sorrow flow through you being – grow with it and become stronger once more.”

What if I told you that right now, you can create anything you wanted.  That right now, you are an absolute creator and that the universe is swaying to the whims of your desires.  Whatever you want, is yours.  No genie, no 3 wishes – that you are absolute beyond any measure or scope.

You need only let go of absolutely everything in the process.
You need only let go of absolutely everything in the process.

Your needs, your expectations, your conditions are the things that block the flow of Divine Consciousness.  It is when you learn to let go, which is not easy, and just completely surrender yourself to that of Divinity that you become the true creator.

In that state, flowing in the greater streams of consciousness, that you feel the bliss of Divine creation.  As you flow through the universe, through creation – so does it flow through you.  There is no separation, no blocks, no obstacles, no fears, no doubts, no pain.

You are falling into the sky, away from the things that weighed you down.  Higher and higher you fall, released from all that which does not serve you, all of that which has kept you from stepping into your true divine being.  Higher and yet higher still do you fall, with the universe inside of you.

You become aware and grateful for the experience, the reality you are in.

You feel and acknowledge every breathe
every tear
every smile
every laugh
every step
every fall
every word
every thought
every heartbeat
every hug
every person
every day
every moment –
this moment, of all moments and of all the moments still yet to come

As all of creation flows though me, I make manifest my reality through that of Divine Perfection.  I draw to me the experiences that my soul needs to grow, to become stronger and to heal all that is wounded.

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I see the same creator inside of you, and in all beings here on this planet now.  We aim to become conduits of Divine Light, of purity, of serenity and bliss.  To shine with light so brilliant it blinds the sun.

I share my light with all, I radiate it every single day.  You may not know my name, nor may you ever.  I do not ask for acknowledgement or gratitude, for I give my light – that of Divinity which flows through my being – freely to all.  My only wish is that you may experience this love, bring it into your own life and accept the Divinity which is inside of you.

Be the creator, make manifest the reality in which you wish to live.  Draw in the experiences that will allow you to grow, as your heart is wide open – you embrace the universe and all that is given to you.

This is the moment, the moment in which it all starts.
This is the moment, the moment in which it all starts.

The past is the past, but right now – this is where you are.  In this moment, you are absolute – a Divine creator of intrinsical and exquisite beauty.  As God flows through you, know that there is no separation – so thus, claim it, become it, live it, and know.

We are eternal

I am bliss

I am joy

It flows from me

It floods from me

It cascades in motions, songs and dance

Eternally, unfathomably, within this universe and more.

The embers have been set ignite, sparking and fusing with the passion in my heart.  It glows, and shines.  It burns with ferocity, consuming that which does not allow it to grow.  I let it take me, have it envelope my entire being – becoming the beacon of unquenchable desire for life, for love, for the ever more.

To move with certainty, each action proclaiming joy.  To speak with surety, each sound encompassing understanding and trust.  To burn with absolute surrender in all that is – and whatever maybe. Becoming the beacon to guide those towards the ultimate truth, within themselves, within the situations they find themselves manifest.

I shine in light
I shine in joy
I shine with the complete fury of passion uncontainable within my heart

There are no obstacles for they have been absorbed and turned to light
There is no failure
There is no doubt

Let is burst forth your being, let it be who you are
There is nowhere left to hide it, for there is no need
You are beyond measure, scope, understanding
I am the one and I am nothing
We, are, eternal!